Pitfalls of chasing the dream?!

I’m very dedicated to various projects in my life.

Yes, all of this takes a lot of my time, even with all the crazy multi-tasking…
A lot of time is spent at the office, running around or at home on the laptop.
You look at what I’ve achieved and this is the exact reason why.

And I find it’s a struggle to deal with the people that don’t understand the drive and mission. Truth is, I don’t get to see people as often as they like. And it seems to upset people, more than I think it should. Finding the balance of everything seems to be the tricky thing for me. Either it’s too much or too little, and that doesn’t work.

Our priorities may be different but it doesn’t make mine wrong.
I wish some would understand that our goals in life are different, and that’s ok…

I’m not one that can just merely ‘survive’
I never want to experience the ‘chronic boredom’ that some of some my friends have found. Truth is, I don’t understand those that can do nothing and be content.
Growth and Achievement are my life.
I want to be and make a difference.

My time will always be limited.

Bucket List #1

NYC Marathon.
I will run it.

One of my favorite cities in the world...

just looking for something...

Ever have a few days where you question various factors in your life, never truly finding the answer you are looking for. Just hoping that some sort of clarity will come. This feeling is unsettling. And I can’t even put it into words to explain…

I have a beautiful home, new car, secure job, great family and some truly awesome friends.
If my life stayed the same for the future, most people would be more than happy.
But yet im left unsatisfied and in a sense, I feel slightly 'crazy' for feeling this way.

Im left wondering where to go from here…
What is the next move? How do I change my world, without changing it?

I'm stubborn, driven and passionate.
Mediocre is definitely not something I believe in.
Seems to be my greatest asset, yet a flaw that leaves me with dissatisfaction..

Where does one start this search of discovery?
They say that things only come with hard work but how do you begin when you have no idea of where to go?
Do you throw yourself at everything and hope that something comes from it?

Something needs to change, and I hate that I cant figure out what...
Actually, it frustrates the piss out of me!

darn right I will.

and have a million & one photographs...

i'm a slacker...

Im officially failing at keeping this blog up-to-date with the on-goings of my life!!!

Where are the posts about?
~ the shopping roadtrip with mom
~ the space launch with dad
~ surfing in the atlantic ocean
~ the random doings of my roommate and I… crashing the raft on the Bow…
~ the BC roadtrip with Bauer
~ the trip to Vancouver

Summer of 2011 was the best one in a long time…

Photo Blog(s) this weekend… <3

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