Do you ever have those moments where you stop for a second and realize that you’re actually content with where life is and where it's taking you?

I had one today.

Despite all that’s happened this year with my family, we all seem to be doing ok and happy. Taking the best lessons out of the negative and looking forward to the positive. It’s made us better and stronger.

I have some amazing friends - Soo talented, compassionate, driven and inspiring.
Everyday they remind me of what is possible out there in this big world. From pretty much ruling the world to the most precious of marriages, they all teach me so much.
I couldnt be more grateful for the moments they have helped me, made me laugh or sent care packages on bad weeks.
Captured Design is headed in the right direction... busier and busier...
a fanbase that is growing. different shooting opportunities. new ideas being created.

All in all, life is sorting itself out in a beautiful way.
<3

another year older...

Weeks before my 26th birthday, I figured I would be fine.
Twenty-five had come and gone with ease...
But to my surprise, last week was a hard week...

Some may say it was my quarter-life crisis, the realization of finally dealing with and accepting the past.

I made mistakes.
I let people down.
I let myself down.
I did things for the wrong reasons.
I tried to be something I wasnt.
I didnt understand who I truly was.
I needed to be seen as perfect.

I never had a lot of self-love back then.
I never did see the great qualities and talents I had.

As much as Ive grown from this, Ive struggled to completely let go of it.
I've blamed myself for a long time over things I did and didnt do.

But sitting here tonight, I feel like a weight is gone.
I have this bright future ahead of me.

would you like to touch my boob?! it's the thing to do.

You got to love hearing from your doctor…
‘I know we told you that this was all over and done with but after reviewing your file, we’ve decided that we’re going to continue to send you for tests every few months’

Lindsey is back on Lump Watch...

Monitering for growth and the possibility of morphing into cancer.
More breast exams and ultrasounds in my future.

Sort of feel like a cheap whore, with how many people have felt me up over the last couple of years.
Cant we, for once, just let the boyfriend do that job :)

Life is peachy.