Work. School. Shoot. Work. Clean. Edit. Work. School. Homework. Work. Deadline. Deadline. Work. Volunter. Work. School. Movie. Work. Fundraiser. Work.
‘Hi, My name is Lindsey. I work fulltime, go to college nights/weekends and building my own photography company. I’m also involved with various non-profit organizations and causes in the city. yes perhaps I’m a bit of an over-achiever but I’m always on the go, always doing something. And because of this, I’m getting FAT.’
HAHA.
In reality, I’m not so maybe I should rephrase…
I feel gross.
Any downtime I get seems to be spent exhausted.
This needs to change. I miss the energy provided from regular gym time. I miss the little extra bounce in my step.
How does one find the right balance of everything…
To be honest as bad as it may sound, the only time I seem to let myself take life slow, is when the boyfriend is around. We aren't able to see each other much so everything must slow down. enjoy our time when we have it. These little tidbits are good though, they seem to remind me of why I work soo hard. the reason why some days are long, draining and seemingly make me think im losing my mind.
I want to be my own boss - I want the freedom to choose where I work. I want the ability to easily travel for work or play. I want the freedom and time to choose where my abilities are needed and be involved in the community around me
I want that accomplishment.
Maybe I just want to be able to be successful yet be able to be at home. To live the best life possible with the man I end up marrying and to have the ability to watch my child learn and explore as much as possible (settle down mom, children are still undecided in my book)
But for now,
Just need more hours in the day so I can remain heathly and beautiful <3
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