random sunday.

 cinnamon eggos & coffee.

grumpy.tired.sick.irritable.

this post will be very random as well im kind of in a very blah mood. im sick once again. i hate having soo much to do but no energy at all to do anything. sunday is laundry/cleaning day. aka get ready for another work week. weekends feel like a blink as of late.

watching mtv's 'taking the stage', your typical 'reality' show following dramatic teens but what draws me to this show is how talented they all are.  singers, dancers, musicians and artists. their passion and drive inspires me. truth is if i could go back to school i would have done it differently. i would have taken band and took every art class i could. i regret stop playing the piano and guitar. ive pulled out my guitar and have fiddled. i remember how much work it was to be decent... time i dont seemingly have as of late...

this would lead to the next show on mtv, 'the buried life'.... asks the question what would you want to do before you die... modern twist on the classic bucket list... ive always struggled to create this list... to boil it down to specifics.... i want to travel. i want to take photos. i want to constantly improve all my art. but other than that i dont know.

i hate that society has this notion that us adults have to have this all figured out... i was going to say young adults but at 25 do i qualify for that stilll... most likely do...

im ok with not knowing yet. i got lots of life to live.